Last week in Brighton (and we're packed...)
Too many things!
And too many emotional moments I cannot really take in, I'm still overwhelmed.
People, somebody likes me. I mean, he doesn't simply say "I like you" and then walks away with somebody else, he says "I like you" and then wants to be with me! He reads in my mind and in my heart like nobody has ever done before, and it is strange and beautiful.
We have things to clear, and to find out about each other, that's for sure. But we have decided to take things slowly and work on this special thing together, properly. It feels good.
This is the last week of the course and we are so extremely busy: exams tomorrow and on Wednesday, tomorrow I have my last teaching practice (and so does he), then more revision and preparation of files for the moderation which will be held on Friday, our last day...
On Saturday I will catch a train at some impossible time of the morning (just booked it...it's at 5.30 am...) and go pick up my mum from the airport...to spend a few days in Salisbury, then back home to prepare my things and leave for Brighton where I intend to move, but you already know this.
Thing is, I need to do so many things before leaving: go to post-grad office for more information, ask about references, find someone who can write one for me (ex boss's wife is ready, and I want to ask my tutor here), decide for accomodation, find a job (desperately), and all this (well, maybe the job bit can be done later too, although I am already working on it) in four days...Pray for me, people, I need it. Although someone is already doing his part of prayers, and this I appreciate. He's a wonderful person, it takes my breath away when I actually stop and think of the wonders he's doing to me. I feel complete now, although a bit fogged because of all this messy time where we cannot think of anything but lesson plans and revisions and all that jazz. But once I'm at home-home, and I have time to think and reflect, I am sure we can start working on a lot of other things together, before meeting again in Brighton.
Anyway...My lesson plan is waiting...Thankfully tomorrow this time I'll be over and done with; mind you, I love teaching, it's really satisfactory, it makes me happy and fills me with energy. I just don't like teaching with a tutor looking at me and taking note of every word and movement I do, as if the destiny of the world depended on that. But it is good, I have learnt things, I have improved, in so many ways.
This has been one of the best months of my life.
Stay tuned for more, everybody, although I cannot really say when the next news will come...
And too many emotional moments I cannot really take in, I'm still overwhelmed.
People, somebody likes me. I mean, he doesn't simply say "I like you" and then walks away with somebody else, he says "I like you" and then wants to be with me! He reads in my mind and in my heart like nobody has ever done before, and it is strange and beautiful.
We have things to clear, and to find out about each other, that's for sure. But we have decided to take things slowly and work on this special thing together, properly. It feels good.
This is the last week of the course and we are so extremely busy: exams tomorrow and on Wednesday, tomorrow I have my last teaching practice (and so does he), then more revision and preparation of files for the moderation which will be held on Friday, our last day...
On Saturday I will catch a train at some impossible time of the morning (just booked it...it's at 5.30 am...) and go pick up my mum from the airport...to spend a few days in Salisbury, then back home to prepare my things and leave for Brighton where I intend to move, but you already know this.
Thing is, I need to do so many things before leaving: go to post-grad office for more information, ask about references, find someone who can write one for me (ex boss's wife is ready, and I want to ask my tutor here), decide for accomodation, find a job (desperately), and all this (well, maybe the job bit can be done later too, although I am already working on it) in four days...Pray for me, people, I need it. Although someone is already doing his part of prayers, and this I appreciate. He's a wonderful person, it takes my breath away when I actually stop and think of the wonders he's doing to me. I feel complete now, although a bit fogged because of all this messy time where we cannot think of anything but lesson plans and revisions and all that jazz. But once I'm at home-home, and I have time to think and reflect, I am sure we can start working on a lot of other things together, before meeting again in Brighton.
Anyway...My lesson plan is waiting...Thankfully tomorrow this time I'll be over and done with; mind you, I love teaching, it's really satisfactory, it makes me happy and fills me with energy. I just don't like teaching with a tutor looking at me and taking note of every word and movement I do, as if the destiny of the world depended on that. But it is good, I have learnt things, I have improved, in so many ways.
This has been one of the best months of my life.
Stay tuned for more, everybody, although I cannot really say when the next news will come...
Labels: dreams and plans, Love, mind and heart, the usual chaos
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